i just saw your profile.

sometimes i think about you.

i thought about you yesterday.

sometimes i think about how good we had it and how much fun we had and how much i loved it when you smile.  sometimes i think about all the bad things you did to me and all the horrible things i said to you.  and i really feel bad, i do.  i wish it could have turned out differently.  but it couldn’t of.  we just aren’t right for each other.

maybe i was wrong or maybe you were wrong or maybe we were both wrong but i still do think of you, sometimes.

it’s rare but it does still happen.

i’ll remember something you said, or a song that played during a moment in time when we were together.  or when you were on the toilet in a hotel calling me on the phone and i would go on long walks so we could talk.  i remember my birthday and your birthday and your girlfriends and all of the weird things we went through with all of our friends.  i wish i could tell you happy birthday now and see your smile and remember how you looked like a celebrity and how for a short while you thought i was the prettiest and best girl in the world.

i wonder who we would be if it turned out differently.