i just saw your profile.
sometimes i think about you.
i thought about you yesterday.
sometimes i think about how good we had it and how much fun we had and how much i loved it when you smile. sometimes i think about all the bad things you did to me and all the horrible things i said to you. and i really feel bad, i do. i wish it could have turned out differently. but it couldn’t of. we just aren’t right for each other.
maybe i was wrong or maybe you were wrong or maybe we were both wrong but i still do think of you, sometimes.
it’s rare but it does still happen.
i’ll remember something you said, or a song that played during a moment in time when we were together. or when you were on the toilet in a hotel calling me on the phone and i would go on long walks so we could talk. i remember my birthday and your birthday and your girlfriends and all of the weird things we went through with all of our friends. i wish i could tell you happy birthday now and see your smile and remember how you looked like a celebrity and how for a short while you thought i was the prettiest and best girl in the world.
i wonder who we would be if it turned out differently.